Monday, February 8, 2016

Irony and the DEP

Life is strung with beads of irony, for us to adorn ourselves like so many embellishments.  Some of the beads are shiny, glossy, and replete with a positive glow.  Some appear dull, unpolished, misshapen, not pleasing, with their uncanny ability to be undecipherable. Ergo, some we will display and share, some we will bury or ignore.
I would call my encounter yesterday with the DEP policeman a fine example of irony.  After I was issued the summons for trespassing, and a date when I would have to appear in court, I called the encounter maddening, irritating, insulting, and downright stupid.  And oh yeah, why must DEP cops wear dark glasses?  Is it intimidation?  Arrogance?  It’s not about the glare of the sun on a bright day, I can tell  you that.   
I was full of Sunday morning sunshine and good intent as I drove over to the reservoir, just six miles from my home.  Driving slowly across the weir, reduced to one lane for several months, I enjoyed the sparkle of the reservoir’s water, the blurred surround of mountains that loomed soft and hazy.  Seeing the water so low, and the exposed bluestone and flat concrete pieces here and there reminded me of the NY Times article Watery Graves NY Times 2002 I’d just read, when the reservoir was so low, one could view stone building foundations and drinking wells.  All belonging to the “dozen bucolic hamlets” that were submerged there in 1913.  Hundreds of houses, thousands of people, plus stores, schools, post offices, churches, cemeteries and bodies displaced.
Recently I’ve delved heavily into the history of the reservoir; specifically, the displaced people who had built their homes there, raised families and farmed there, and then were forced to leave their homelands so that New York City could improve their water supply.  As an offshoot of genealogy research into my partner’s family, I’d unearthed more and more details, read through more and more tales of that time in Ulster County.  I found myself poring over census records until 1am, dragging myself to work the next day. Last year it was my own family history that I researched until the early morning  hours.  It is etched in my being, this needing to know, this curiosity about past lives and ancestors, and the footsteps taken in so many lives that led us to be where we are today.  Some say don’t live in the past.  I don’t think I live there, but I sure like to visit.  And I like fitting the puzzle pieces together.  But my ancestors, Irish immigrants, were easier to trace in a way; they landed in Manhattan and mostly stayed there, some branching to Brooklyn or Queens at some point.  And the streets in Manhattan had names long before streets or roads existed, per se, in Ulster County. I found addresses like “back road”, or “the corners”.  But the majority enumerated" didn’t even have that.
JR’s family, as it turns out, has lived in Ulster County for several generations.  They farmed, they quarried, they lived off the land.  I became addicted to the discovery – where did they come from, and how had they ended up in West Hurley?  Glenford?   It didn’t take long to realize that they had all been among the families that were displaced when the Ashokan Reservoir, the “last of the homemade dams”, was constructed.Which leads me back to the Ashokan Reservoir yesterday morning.  There is a certain Great Great Grandfather and his wife Sarah that I can find no death record for; also, one of their sons, Phillip.  It became a matter of principle that I find Phillip especially, for more than one reason.  I’d parked in the circular drive that is provided for folks who generally do their exercise thing across the reservoir on the macadam walkway.  In warmer weather, you can be inundated with fellow walkers and joggers, cyclists, roller bladers, and gaggles of angry geese, on occasion.  But no dogs allowed.  The walk is marked every ¼ mile as you go.  The view is spectacular, but it’s boring just walking along between two fences, in my opinion.  I like the woods.
Anyway, I walked down through the woods where I like to go, passing the No Trespassing signs and notices about how they are protecting the environment as I went. I was just going to get some better shots of the res from where the old boats are laying, chained up to trees for the winter.  Maybe score some driftwood, just enjoy the quiet.  My camera crapped out on me, as I lined up the perfect shot (to replace one I’d taken from the same spot last month that had been blurry).  I sat down on an overturned row boat and decided to channel Abram and Sarah and maybe Phillip; maybe they would tell me where to find their graves? 
The water has slight movement in a reservoir, did you now that?  From where I sat, across the ground littered with bluestone chunks and smooth rocks, I watched the tiny wave ripples gently moving back and forth.  I stared at the mountains and the houses high up on the hills over in Shokan.  They would not have been there in the late 1800’s.  I spoke to Sarah, believing in some sort of Mana y Mana...where are you?  How can I find you?  Where is Phillip? 
I got cold and turned to head back which is when I spotted the DEP SUV cruising by.  I ditched my smooth driftwood (no sense adding theft to trespassing I thought, chuckling) behind a tree and kept on walking back up through the woods.  The blond, crew-cutted, sun-glassed, polite officer (who looked like a sixteen year old) got out of his car and walked over to greet me.  “Afternoon Ma’am, nice day for a walk”, was the way it started.  I found it amusing that a geezer like me could possibly be in trouble for something as innocent as walking in the woods on a sunny day.  I even told him I was taking a photo of the place where my partner’s ancestors had once lived.  He was unimpressed.  “Do you have a recreational permit?”  I do not.  The conversation escalated to seeing my driver’s license and being told to wait while he went into his car to write out a summons.  I do believe the idling of his vehicle for 10 or 15 minutes was far more damaging to the environment than my walk in the woods.  I have a court date in March.  I have an option of applying online for a recreational permit.
So my latest bead of irony entails being forbidden to walk on the very grounds that were called home to the ancestors I’m looking for.  And so far, no luck in finding Phillip. 



1 comment:

Ethna said...

How irritating to be enjoying nature while meditating on the past, and then have it marred by this experience.

I wonder if you apply for the recreational permit and show proof of doing so at your court date, if you will be cut some slack and not fined.